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Friday, September 22nd, 2006
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11:12 am
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I CANT BELIEVE IT!!!!!!!
Its finally here, the day I can see him again, meet him again, Each day feels like a year and each hour like a week. I get this wierd churning in my gut, letting me know that the moment I see him will be like the first time I spoke to him...Nervous and scared yet excited and full with longing to know him more. His voice shows me fear because I dont know what to expect. His eyes are a reflection of who he sees me as.I love you I miss you I cant wait to see you!!!!!
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| Friday, September 15th, 2006
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6:45 pm - ok here we go....
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I just got my live journal and im so happy... Im just learning how to use it and stuff , but so far I love it!!!
LIFE... it could be so meaningless at times, I think about it and then I kind of realize, "what more could I possibly want?" God, amazing boyfriend for 3years, a family who loves me, roof over my head, food to eat everyday (a lil too much, but its ok!) and more. Well in reality if I didnt have God in my life and have all these things, they really would be worthless.. "how do you benefit if you gain the whole world, but lose your soul" matt.16:26. Its a war in my mind always trying to believe whatever the heck I want and then wat the Bible tells me which I fully trust. It could be really challenging, walking down this path everybody calls "christianity", but I rather be a JESUS freak than out there getting waisted even though when I wanna be foolish its what I can start to desire!!!??? wierd I know, but thats just the way it is. All this to say Iam not Confused, theres just a Battle for my soul!!
These are some of my thoughts and when its not specifically about God its about you babe, God knows I love you and I thank him because there is no one I rather share all of this than with U!!!!!!
current mood: indescribable current music: "There is no one like you". By: United
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6:27 pm - ME!!!!!
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No one else can touch my heart like he does, no one can make me brake down and cry and the most happiest woman in the world at the same time. His love is unconditional and perfect.who is this who is this man, its none but the one who took the nails on calvary. Who saved my soul and showed me LIGHT.... and ohh how I needed that light. I no longer carry my Burdens so heavy upon my shoulders, he walks beside me and carries them for me. He loves me the way I am, but yet cares enough to help me become better. He is my best friend....... Thank you My Lord,JesusChrist!!!!!
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